My heart hurts

My heart hurts for Katie! She didn't seem to miss a beat between her left hand working to its current state of paralysis. She just kept on moving forward and joyfully took on the next mountain. But my heart hurts, it aches so bad. To see over two years of hard work, therapy and play disappear overnight is heart wrenching.  Words can not express the sadness. I watch her play in her clubhouse and though she still climbs the ladder and has loads of fun I see her trying to climb the rock wall and climb up the slide,  hang from the bars, and swing on the swings and though she could do these on November 4th and before now she can no longer do them. I am at a loss for words other than my heart hurts. Having to restart at square one of therapy after two years the thought alone is exhausting. I know how much hard work it took to get her to graduating therapy because she was (still is) doing so awesome!! We graduated to once a month monitoring in September and now are back to more therapies than before.  Three Occupational therapy appointments, two physical therapy appointments, and one vision therapy.
I just wanted to honestly express my heartache and struggle. But God is good and faithful! We will survive stronger than before, but though I have peace my heart still hurts deeply!
Thank you! LOVE YOU!!